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 on: November 12, 2015, 11:46:10 pm 
Started by blueyes - Last post by reist
Ha

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 on: November 12, 2015, 11:38:47 pm 
Started by blueyes - Last post by reist
Anger is a scary emotion. There's nothing wrong with being angry but when you lose control of it and It spirals into rage... you can't control rage and someone ALWAYS gets hurt. Coming from someone who spent a lot of time being angry.

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 on: November 12, 2015, 11:28:21 pm 
Started by reist - Last post by reist
Hey I'm back again for the millionth time...

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 on: November 12, 2015, 11:19:35 pm 
Started by blueyes - Last post by reist
It's only been 3 years since this was posted, I know it'd common for employers to check your Facebook page. I've never heard of them wanting your password. I wouldn't cooperate with that...

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 on: September 09, 2015, 07:39:32 pm 
Started by blueyes - Last post by blueyes
What kind of things make me angry? Just about every thing.
Is my anger chronic? I believe it is.
Am I angry at the same things over and over again? Yes. It seems like a vicious circle.
Can I Change these things or change my response to them? I usually cant change things that set me off. I do try not to get angry. My mate also has anger issues and its not helping. I will get back from my walk, he will be i a bad mood, and it affects me. Visa/versa I`m sure I set him off the same way. How to stop this? Leave the relationship? I have considered it.
How do I feel about my anger?I feel it is out of control, I am filled with hate. Hate is a word I use way to freely and often.
Am I uncomfortable with it?Yes. I feel sick from it sometimes.
Do I fear it? No. I use it to get through life. Like a friken wall.
What can I learn from my anger?I have no clue.
Does my anger show me where I want to go with my life?Unsure
Do I act out my anger by striking out?I lash out verbally. I usually drink to mask my feelings, that is no longer an option.
Do I act on my anger to change my response? not sure what this means.
Can I experience anger without losing touch with wisdom? Yes.
Can I experience anger without losing my compassion?No. That goes out the window. Its all about me, selfish and angry.
How can I transform my anger into empowerment? Need to think about that.

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 on: September 09, 2015, 07:26:55 pm 
Started by blueyes - Last post by blueyes

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 on: September 09, 2015, 12:14:41 pm 
Started by blueyes - Last post by blueyes
Good article.

http://petapixel.com/2014/12/04/4-questions-amateur-photographers-need-stop-asking-ask-instead/

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 on: September 03, 2015, 10:54:57 am 
Started by blueyes - Last post by blueyes
Mishandled, anger is destructive. Used properly it can be a spire to action. We want to right the wrong, so our anger, when listened to, can move us along. How can we use anger for good? We must be WISE. We must be SENSITIVE. We must know our own HEARTS and MINDS. We must be in contact with our own ENERGY. We must know when we are losing controls of ourselves. To be useful right thinking person, anger must be be connected with non - violent action. It must be empowering, not distinctive.

Hear are some questions to ask yourself about your way of handling anger.

What kind of things make me angry?
Is my anger chronic?
Am I angry at the same things over and over again?
Can I Change these things or change my response to them?
How do I feel about my anger?
Am I uncomfortable with it?
Do I fear it?
What can I learn from my anger?
Does my anger show me where I want to go with my life?
Do I act out my anger by striking out?
Do I act on my anger to change my response?
Can I experience anger without losing touch with wisdom?
Can I experience anger without losing my compassion?
How can I transform my anger into empowerment?

What we focus on, we empower and enlarge. Good multiplies when focused upon. Negativity multiplies when focused upon. The choice is ours: Which do we want more of?

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 on: September 03, 2015, 08:46:08 am 
Started by blueyes - Last post by blueyes
I closed this forum last year, because no one really participated. So now, I will use it as a journal.


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 on: September 03, 2015, 08:21:00 am 
Started by blueyes - Last post by blueyes
I AM YOUR DISEASE


I am your disease
You know who I am, you've called me your friend
Wishes of misery and heartache I send
I want only to see you're brought to your knees
I'm that devil inside you I am your disease

I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage your soul,
I'll become your master in total control.
I'll maim your emotions, I'll run the whole game,
Til your entire existence, is crippled with shame.
When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise,
Quiet often I'll take you, by total surprise.
But take you I will and just as you feared,
I want only to hurt you with no mercy spared.

If you have any family I'll see its destroyed.
I'll steal every pleasure in life you've enjoyed.
I'll not only hurt you, I'll kill if I please,
I'm your worst living nightmare, I am your disease.

I'll bring self destruction, but still you can't tell!
I'll sweep you through heaven and drop you in hell.
I'll chase you forever, wherever you go,
And then when I catch you, you won't even know.
I'll sometimes lay silent just waiting to strike,
What's yours becomes mine cos I take what I like.
I'll take all you own and won't care who sees,,
I'm your constant companion, I am your disease

If you have any honor, I'll destroy it away,
You will lose all your hope and forget how to pray.
I'll leave you in darkness and while blinding you stare,
I'll reduce you to nothing and won't even care.

So don't take for granted my powers sublime,
I"all bend and I'll break you time after time.
I'll crumble your world with the greatest of ease,
I'm that madman inside you, I am your disease

BUT TODAY IM REAL ANGRY, YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY?
I LET THIS WHOLE ROOM OF ADDICTS SLIP BY.
HOW DID I LOSE YOU AND WHERE DID I GO WRONG?
ONE MINUTE I HAD YOU THEN NEXT YOU WERE GONE.
you just can't dismiss all the good times we've shared
When you were alone wasn't it I who appeared?
When you sold those possessions you knew you would need,
Wasn't I the first one who stepped in and agreed?
Now look at you bastards,you're all thinking clear
You escaped with your lives when you found yourself here.
Only fools think they're winners when admitting defeat,
It's what you must say when you're claiming your seat.

So go ahead and surrender ,if that's what you choose,
But I'm not giving up cos I can't stand to lose.
So stand in your circles and pray handgun hand,
For god to come and save you and me to be dammed

Well be dammed all your meetings each night of the week,
Be dammed higher powers,however unique.
Be dammed all your sayings, be dammed your clichés
Be dammed every addict who back to me strays.

For I know what will happen,I've seen it before,
Those who love misery will crawl back for more.

So take comfort in in knowing I'm waiting right here,
But next time around you'd better beware.
You think that you're stronger or smarter this time,
There isn't a mountain or hill you can't climb.
Well if that's what you're thinking, you ain't learned a thing,
I'll still knock you silly if you step in my ring.

But you say you've surrendered, so what can I do?
Its so hard in a way, I had big plans for you.
Creating your nightmares for me as a dream,
I'm sure going miss you, we made quite a team.

So please don't forget me! I won't forget you,
I'll standby your side watching all that you do.
I'm ready and waiting, do call if you please,  I won't let you forget me, I am your disease.

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