I AM YOUR DISEASE
I am your disease You know who I am, you've called me your friend Wishes of misery and heartache I send I want only to see you're brought to your knees I'm that devil inside you I am your disease
I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage your soul, I'll become your master in total control. I'll maim your emotions, I'll run the whole game, Til your entire existence, is crippled with shame. When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise, Quiet often I'll take you, by total surprise. But take you I will and just as you feared, I want only to hurt you with no mercy spared.
If you have any family I'll see its destroyed. I'll steal every pleasure in life you've enjoyed. I'll not only hurt you, I'll kill if I please, I'm your worst living nightmare, I am your disease.
I'll bring self destruction, but still you can't tell! I'll sweep you through heaven and drop you in hell. I'll chase you forever, wherever you go, And then when I catch you, you won't even know. I'll sometimes lay silent just waiting to strike, What's yours becomes mine cos I take what I like. I'll take all you own and won't care who sees,, I'm your constant companion, I am your disease
If you have any honor, I'll destroy it away, You will lose all your hope and forget how to pray. I'll leave you in darkness and while blinding you stare, I'll reduce you to nothing and won't even care.
So don't take for granted my powers sublime, I"all bend and I'll break you time after time. I'll crumble your world with the greatest of ease, I'm that madman inside you, I am your disease
BUT TODAY IM REAL ANGRY, YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY? I LET THIS WHOLE ROOM OF ADDICTS SLIP BY. HOW DID I LOSE YOU AND WHERE DID I GO WRONG? ONE MINUTE I HAD YOU THEN NEXT YOU WERE GONE. you just can't dismiss all the good times we've shared When you were alone wasn't it I who appeared? When you sold those possessions you knew you would need, Wasn't I the first one who stepped in and agreed? Now look at you bastards,you're all thinking clear You escaped with your lives when you found yourself here. Only fools think they're winners when admitting defeat, It's what you must say when you're claiming your seat.
So go ahead and surrender ,if that's what you choose, But I'm not giving up cos I can't stand to lose. So stand in your circles and pray handgun hand, For god to come and save you and me to be dammed
Well be dammed all your meetings each night of the week, Be dammed higher powers,however unique. Be dammed all your sayings, be dammed your clichés Be dammed every addict who back to me strays.
For I know what will happen,I've seen it before, Those who love misery will crawl back for more.
So take comfort in in knowing I'm waiting right here, But next time around you'd better beware. You think that you're stronger or smarter this time, There isn't a mountain or hill you can't climb. Well if that's what you're thinking, you ain't learned a thing, I'll still knock you silly if you step in my ring.
But you say you've surrendered, so what can I do? Its so hard in a way, I had big plans for you. Creating your nightmares for me as a dream, I'm sure going miss you, we made quite a team.
So please don't forget me! I won't forget you, I'll standby your side watching all that you do. I'm ready and waiting, do call if you please, I won't let you forget me, I am your disease.
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